
In our last post, I wrote about my new beginning at Berklee College of Music.
People were telling me about a legend whom Keith Jarrett, Herbie Hancock,
and Chick Corea were suppoed to have studied with in Boston.
Madame Chaloff was a mystical figure who taught the “secret of music.”
I found her to be a truly light-filled being.
She was about eighty years old when I met her, but her hair was golden
reddish blond and seemed to glow as if there was a little spotlight
following her around the room. She spoke of the secret of playing piano.
It had to do with the pianist’s arms “defying gravity.” We worked on
other physical actions as well. We even worked on how my walking
could be more grace-filled.
She taught the perfect way to drop a finger. This was my first introduction
to effortlessness. Until then, I grunted and groaned and made all sorts
of weird faces. People loved the faces I made because it meant I was really
into the music. I later recognized this as tension and nothing more.
She was a real stickler for the perfect drop of the finger. I spent months
learning to play one note. I think once or twice I got it right and we
actually went on to the second finger!
She was very one-pointed in her focus.
It was about playing for God.
I was grateful for that message because I had been trying to meditate
under the tutelage of a popular guru at the time. She made the connection for me
between spirit and music. Through her I was able to merge the two concerns.
I often would go to the lessons with my own agenda and had so many
questions, but once in her chamber, so to speak, I entered another dimension.
Everything that seemed important would dissolve. One felt as if one was in
the presence of truth, or at least that is how it struck me. I know that
this was true for many others, though not for all.
At one point, it had been a while since I had seen her and had drifted off
her subtle path. After a distressing breakup with my longtime girlfriend,
I was so distraught that I decided to see Madame Chaloff. I thought to myself,
“This time she’ll see the pain I’m in and really want to listen to my sad story.
Maybe it would be good if I were crying when she cam to the door. Yes! That’s
a very good idea! I’ll cry and she’ll see that I don’t need that spiritual stuff
right now, and she’ll comfort me and pity me and give me solace.”
I got to her door, sad faced and ready for sympathy. As she opened the door I involuntarily smiled.
She took one look and asked, “Where have you been? Come on in here. We’ve got
a lot of work to do!” And we went right to it.
I must say regretfully, that I never did learn to play one note right.
It was too early for me to learn that lesson. I had the urgency and ambition
of a typical college student. Her message was too high for me. When I was with her,
I knew I was hearing truth, but I would lose it soon after leaving.
I must have been meant to learn this truth however, because the next place I moved to,
another teacher was waiting to show me the very same thing . . .
What experiences have you had with your teachers?
Are you nurturing those musical seeds/gifts/fruits with your Effortless Mastery practice?
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I searched on Madame Chaloff to see if she wrote any books but could not find anything. I have heard people talk about ideas she would say about music but it would be nice if they were recorded somewhere for people like us to read who could not visit her in person. If anyone knows
of any books by her, please post. Thanks.
THAT IS A BEAUTIFUL STORY, I DON’T THINK I’VE EVER MET THE RIGHT TEACHER YET,
IT SEEMS, THAT THE ONES I HAVE EXPERIENCED HAVE THERE OWN AGENDA, NOT THE STUDENTS, AND THEN, OF COURSE, ITS ALL ABOUT MONEY, FOR THEM TOO, AND THEN, MOST DON’T REALLY LISTEN, OR WANT TO, IT’S MOSTLY ABOUT THEM. IN FACT IVE HAD SEVERAL TEACHERS B.S. ME, WICH IS TRAUMATIC, FOR ME. EVERYBODYS TO BUSY, I’VE HAVENT MET MY MENTOR, OR HAVE FELT A BROTHER/SISTERHOOD OF MUSIC, ITS LIKE EVERYPERSON IS OUT FOR THEMSELVES, IN TEH MUSIC TEACHING WORLD.
Kenny,
I just picked up your book last week and have been carrying it with me everywhere I go. Everything you say rings true and already I’ve been able to feel a difference in my own playing. I’m beginning to be able to sense the “space” and take myself to that space when I play. I’m excited at the prospects of cultivating it even further and unleashing the “Master” within. I’ve been playing for a long time and have a lot of technical knowledge, but always felt like I lacked the ability to truly communicate through music. Effortless Mastery is just the element I’ve been looking for to help me put it altogether.
Thanks again.
It’s interesting about teachers. I suggest that the right teacher is probably out there. We have to look for the people who value those qualities in music like Patience, Compassion, Wisdom, Truth.
Those teachers that are struggling with money issues are just trying to survive in a difficult world. Keep looking for that teacher and believe that he or she exists and in the mean time just listen to Trane and Sonny Rollins!
Thank you
i also had the great good fortune to study with Mme Chaloff.
she truly was a being of light…i got to her right at the very end,
after about 8 months of studying with her, she passed on.
but not before i got that note to sing…she finally acknowledged that in the last few lessons.
she is among the top 5 most influential people in my life, i really loved her.
thanks for writing this about her Kenny…and btw, i love your music!
my story about Mme C. is here:
http://www.kitwalker.com/bio/interview/interview.html
scroll about halfway down the page…
blessings!
Kit
I’ve been trying to write at least an article, if not something longer, for years about Mme. Chaloff–first came across her name while researching an article on Steve Lacy. Her story is remarkable. If anyone out there has worked with her (and I’ll follow up on the leads indicated here), please contact me. The story will probably be styled for a publication lik the Jazz Education Journal. She’s an unsung heroine in education of any sort, but especially in piano pedagogy and in jazz. She lifted herself above her own difficulties and educated and nurtured the whole person. Please send me your ideas and experiences. Thanks–Louise
I knew M. Chaloff and visited her when I could.
My instrument being guitar but I started with piano.
My brother studied with her and I looked forward to waiting in the kitchen till their lesson was done so I could ask more about idiokmtics and more. Unfortunately I didn’t get to study piano with her (being the younger brother and not having the resources, It was at least 40 yr.s ago). I enjoyed all she taught me in my brief visits, and I had a lot of fun listening to her stories.
I’m to get to NYC soon to play & visit. Perhaps if the opportunity arises we can play music.
Best Regards,
Peter Orphanos
http://www.amazon.com/Open-Eyes-ojos-abiertos/dp/B00007JXQF/ref=sr_1_9?ie=UTF8&s=music&qid=1284267961&sr=1-9
http://www.myspace.com/peterorphanosspring
http://www.PeterOrphanos.com
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